Who else can’t believe that 2018 is here?! I wish this year is full of health and happiness for everyone 🙂
I am currently sitting on the couch about to watch Harry Potter haha and thought to myself I would make a quick (even though it’s a little late) New Years post not only to wish everyone a new year but also to reflect back on my year.
I had written some goals for myself on my blog for the year and I was able to achieve some of it but I guess I did not fully achieve them. For example one goal was to go to the gym but I would just go to the gym once or twice every two weeks… I am thinking back at all the times I had the opportunity to go but decided to stay home instead. Or for example one of my goals was to get a job and I did. I remember on a very bad day getting a call for an interview which really brightened up my day. I was so happy to have the job. It was also a way to help me clear my mind from negative things as well. But I don’t know one day things changed and I just quit. It was sad because I felt like I failed at something so simple. Even with my blog… I neglected that all year too. This is something that I actually really enjoyed but I just left it. I couldn’t get myself to even come back on since I left it for so long I didn’t even see a point of logging back on. Until one day I accidentally logged in and I realized how much I enjoyed blogging and how much I missed it (so happy for that accident). But what makes me sad is all that time I left my blog I could have been posting. Or my grades… I did good but I know that I could of done better. I always seem to be saying to myself I could have done better. I just feel like I could have done so much more with everything but I didn’t. This is all a lesson for me to learn from in this new year.
Everything that happened to me in 2017 really has taught me something which has helped me grow as a person.
Looking back at all of this really does annoy me … BUT … instead of regretting everything I should look at it at a positive perspective and learn something from my mistakes. When I think about it I feel like 2017 was a just a year full of lessons. Lessons that will surely help me achieve my goals and reach higher places in this new year. With everything I thought I failed at I actually learned a lesson from it and throughout everything I learned so much more about myself as well. I had SO many lessons on self love throughout the year (something I’ve been working on for so long now). This makes me happy that I am changing/growing as a person.
I have come so far and learned so much and I am thankful for everything. Hopefully this year will be a better year. I am excited for 2018 🙂 I am excited to make it a better year!
( I was really close to not posting this post but then I realized that this is my blog and I should post everything that is in my heart 🙂 )
I really do wish that everyone has a happy year. I also wish that 2018 is a peaceful year for the world.
Thank you so much for reading 😊
Happy New Year everyone! -xoxo Bahar
P.s. What did you all do for New Years? I went and watched fireworks with my family 🙂